Sunday, November 23, 2014

Cookie bars. Teachers that made a difference in my life. Lazy Sunday.

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Day 688

52 Kind Things

     Matt was gone this past week for Hazmat training in Arizona. I knew I had to have a fresh tray of cookie bars waiting for him when he came home. I was super tired when I made them, but I knew it would make him smile to see them sitting on the counter when he walked in.

52 People I Love

     Now that I am teaching again, I've been thinking a lot lately about the teachers who made a difference in my life. Teachers that I loved and learned from.

     Mr. Hale was my 7th grade history teacher. He was awesome. Middle school is the absolute worst. The hardest years of school in my opinion. Going to his class was like getting away from it all. I loved to listen to him teach. He taught me that history is important. He taught me how to study. He taught me that I could make straight A's. I think he would be proud to know that I majored in history in college. And I loved it. I have him to thank for my love of history.

     Mr. Bowen was my high school chemistry teacher. I loved chemistry. It made sense to me. I loved it so much I even asked my parents for a chemistry set for Christmas that year. He was such a sweet and loving teacher. He loved to make us laugh. My friend, Carmella, and I called him Granddaddy Bowen. We made him a tie for Christmas. We were so proud to give it to him. And even more proud when he wore it. I have him to thank for my love of chemistry.

     Coach C was my track coach in high school. He was the greatest. I loved track. I loved running. I loved the high jump. There were days when I couldn't wait for school to be over so I could go run and jump at practice. He taught me everything I know about running. And jumping. He taught me that I was good at something. He believed in me. He worked incredibly hard for our team. When I run or lift weights today, I remember the things he taught me. I have him to thank for my love of running, jumping, and lifting weights.

     Mr. Parsons was my high school photography teacher. I absolutely loved his classes. I loved making pinhole cameras. Developing my own negatives. Developing my own pictures. Mr. Parsons was awesome because he would really examine each picture we turned into him. He would tell us the things he liked about them. And show us ways to improve them. He also taught me all about Pink Floyd. Whenever I hear, "Wish you were here," I think of him. I have him to thank for my love of photography.

     Professor Hardy was my humanities professor at NOVA. He was incredible. I could sit and listen to him lecture for hours. He taught me about art, architecture, literature, and life. He challenged us to explore. To travel. To think. He inspired me to write. I was dealing with depression when I started his class, and by the end, I was completely well. His lectures were like therapy for me. I have him to thank for my love of art and literature.

     I am so thankful for these, my favorite teachers. The ones who inspired me, taught me, challenged me. They made such a difference in my life. It is my hope that I might be able to make a difference in a child's life the way these teachers made a difference in mine.



     Thankful for lazy Sundays. Thankful for quiet rain falling outside. Thankful for a clean home. Thankful that I only have two days of school until Thanksgiving break. I am so ready for a couple of days to sleep in and be home with my babes. Thankful for family. And kids wrestling and playing and being silly. Thankful for that feeling of, today was a good day. Thankful for so many things and people to be thankful for.
















Saturday, November 22, 2014

A perfect little Saturday.

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     Thankful for leisurely breakfasts. For messy morning hair. For Christmas movies. Thankful for lazy Saturdays. Thankful for cousins. Thankful for the amazing light that happens everyday around 4 o'clock. And lasts until sunset. It makes me feel full, happy, and alive. Thankful for feathery, just washed, baby hair. Thankful for crochet hooks. Thankful for pumpkin seeds. And hot tea with honey. And cold, pink lady apples. Thankful for a perfect little Saturday.

Friday, November 21, 2014

Friday Night Sleepover!!!

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     Thankful for Fridays. Thankful for Friday night sleepovers. Thankful for cousins. Thankful for sweet kids who count each other as family and friends. Thankful for presents in the form of cool army gear and fairy wings and wands. Thankful for that feelings of, "today was a great day," right before I go to sleep at night.

Thursday, November 20, 2014

"My mom was rushing me from the moment I got out of bed."

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Day 685

   





          Mornings are hard now that I'm working. In fact, they are exhausting. I really love my job, but it's just crazy stressful in the morning. I have to get ready, get the kids ready, take Roxy out, pack up food for everyone, get everyone dressed, get clothes and diapers and stuff for Tobin in a bag. I walk out of the house every morning with six bags. And from the moment I get Tobin out of bed until the moment I get him in the car, he cries. He follows me around begging for me to hold him. It makes me sad, but it also makes me crazy. I would love to sit and hold my boy all morning, but I can't. And it makes him terribly sad that I can't. And Adelyn moves like molasses in January in the morning. It's like she's moving in slow motion. Mornings are stressful. 

     Adelyn was moving particularly slow this morning. I kept begging her, "please, get your shoes on...get your coat on...Adelyn, hurry up!" By the time we got in the car, she was in tears. And she asked me if I still loved her. I wanted to pull the car over and just hold her forever. It made me so sad that I sent my little girl off to school feeling stressed out. 

     Fast forward to about 8:45 am in my classroom. A little boy, who is usually bright and cheerful, walked in looking sad. His eyes looked puffy. Like he had been crying. And he looked absolutely exhausted. Pale. Just not himself. I called him over to my desk and asked him if he was feeling okay. He immediately broke down and said that from the moment he got up that morning, his mom was "rushing him, rushing him, rushing him," and that it made him feel so sad. 

     I hugged him. And paid a little extra attention to him throughout the day. He eventually perked up, but I wondered, how many times have my students come to school stressed out because they were rushed? Or running late? Or made to feel like an inconvenience when it comes to getting out the door on time? How many times has Adelyn gone to school stressed? How many times have I made her feel sad because she wasn't moving fast enough? Because my four-year old wasn't moving as fast as I could...

     Thankful for Adelyn. Thankful for my sweet student. Thankful for lessons from them this morning. Thankful that tomorrow is new and fresh and I can try to be better than I was today. Thankful for children. They have much to teach us.

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

A list on a Wednesday.

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Day 684





     Thankful that:

-it's almost Friday.

-my babies are sleeping.

-baby feet are so cute.

-the sound of Roxy chewing a bone makes me happy.

-it's almost Thanksgiving.

-I have a warm home and a warm bed.

-it's time to sleep.

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Warmth. Christmas.

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Day 683




     Thankful for a warm home. Thankful for warm clothes. Thankful for hot coffee. And hot tea with honey. Thankful for a dinner date with my four favorite little ones and my brother in law. Thankful for all the Christmas decorations going up around all the shopping centers. Ever notice how you never see anyone putting those decorations up? It's like little elves put them up in the middle of the night. I love it. It's one of my favorite things about Christmas. Twinkle lights, decorations, wreaths. And in fact, I think, those houses with the gaudiest, most outrageous Christmas decorations are the best. One year, I would love to go totally Clark Griswold on our house.

Monday, November 17, 2014

The smell of newborn babies.

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Day 682

     I had the pleasure of meeting two special little ones this afternoon. Rowan and Silas. The new daughter and son of my very good friend, Chelsea. Here are the best things about our visit:

1. Seeing tiny newborn babies sleeping peacefully.

2. Smelling newborn babies. I don't think there is any better smell than a newborn baby. I couldn't stop smelling them. I must have seemed like a crazy person.

3. Seeing tiny fingers, tiny hands, tiny feet, tiny legs, tiny arms, and tiny eyes.

4. Seeing my good friend as I've never seen her before. As a mother. She does it beautifully.

5. Seeing Wallace the puppy so happy about the new little ones in the house.

     Thankful for new babies. Thankful for new baby smell. Thankful for new life. Thankful for Chelsea. Thankful for my warm and cozy home on this blustery, cold night. Thankful for two sleeping little ones of my own. Thankful for my fluffy bed. Can't wait to crawl into it tonight.