Countdown, Day 10, September 14th
I was getting very nervous today. Just feeling anxious. Starting to worry that maybe Tobin wasn't moving around as much...questions, doubts, fears...all that jazz...
My mind was wandering when Patty called me back to reality by telling me to look at a hawk that had landed on a car nearby. It was huge. Brown and white. Whenever I see one...my mind settles. My heart stops racing, and I feel a surge of confidence. Because hawks are my sign for Tobin. My sign that everything is going to be okay. That he is safe, and healthy. A sign that reminds me to have faith and hope. Needed that today.
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