Sunday, July 8, 2012

81. Brave

Day 81. Brave

     I'm brave now. Or, getting there I should say. There was a thunderstorm tonight which in the past meant that I would have had a panic attack complete with upset stomach, spinning head, can't breath, can't function, running to the basement, chattering teeth...the list is long.

     Tonight, for the first time, I opened our blinds, and I sat at the window, and watched the wind blow. And my teeth didn't even chatter once.

     I'm proud. And thankful that I can watch a storm and not crave a Xanax.

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